"I'm Baaaaaack!"

Lol it's been awhile guys, but I'm trying to make a little time to get a few blogs in! I just don't have the time I did a few months ago to just blog more often, I wish I did though, I've really began to enjoy expressing myself and showing off the things I like and my thoughts through here! Since I last blogged I've been through quite a few things, relationship wise, school, economical. You could say this year has been quite a stepping stone for me, I feel like I learned quite a few lessons sadly the hard way but at least they were learned and now I finally feel like I'm entering the next chapter in my life! I've realized I really want to focus on film, photography and fashion! I want to attempt working on all 3 as simultaneously as possible, it be a dream to direct, photograph, and design clothes! I realized why should I have to pick just one when I am so interested in all 3! I am going to go to school mainly for my film Bachelors but I want to save up and start making my clothes and hopefully soon by myself a more professional camera and start doing photo shoots. :) I think now more than ever I'm really just ready to embark on my future and focus on making something of myself and producing ART more than anything! That's my number one true love, art!

As for life right now, things are getting better! I just got news today that I was selected for a job I applied for a few weeks ago! I'm sooooo soooo sooo excited for that! It's going to be a big help enthusiastically, and financially,just what I needed right now to be able to focus more on what I want to be doing! :) As for my health, I recently had to go to the ophthalmologist because my right eye got red and swollen and at first it was thought to have been pink eye but once my eye swell up as much as it did and I went back they told me it was a stye outbreak, these nasty pimple like things that form within your eye lid, I used to get them when I was smaller, but after getting 3 removed three years ago I never got one again, until now that is! Luckily the doctor prescribed some antibiotic medication and ointment and its really healed it up beautifully, it's almost gone :) Thank god!!! The sucky part is that the pills are for the skin and make your skin sensitive to dark so I can't really get much soon and living in Miami and not getting sun is tough so I've kinda been hiding from the sun lately and I'm getting white as hell lol, now that I'm back to being a brunette and pale from my lack of sun exposure, I'm starting to look like I belong in a Twilight movie...lol which isn't technically that bad, those kids are banking some big bucks, no? lol...Now all I need is Taylor Lautner's abs ;P!! Haha! As for Romance, things haven't exactly worked out the way I had thought they would...unfortunately, but every failed relationship definitely has taught me a lesson, and a few lessons at that, like I always say "I would never take back dating who I've dated and experiencing what I've experienced, because the good and the bad has brought me to be the person I am today, having learned what I now know"! Wise words from Randy ;)! Now I may not be dating anyone at the moment but I am sure as hell moving forward knowing a little better what it is I want in a person! At the moment I'm pretty happy with how things have turned out, and I'm just excited to start making some clothes, working on some more photos and projects, working on the whole acting thing, writing down some short film ideas and making them happen, start working, have this eye fully heal up so that I can go out DANCING ^_^ and just ready to live my life, one step at a time!